I have had a hard time thinking of anything to write since my big announcement last week.
I don't have any less to say really. I think its all hard to formulate into actual words.
Excited, worried, happy, confused, trying-not-to-be-excited, excited, scared.
Lots of emotions.
My first ultrasound is scheduled in 15 days.
I feel yucky this time. Nauseous. I'm pretty sure its not morning sickness though.
I think it is just nerves.
My first reaction was complete and total relief. The next reaction was...hmmmm... how can I just get my brain to NOT think about it for the next 10 weeks?
I'm trying to stay positive.
I feel so lucky.
I feel so incredibly blessed and at the same time, absolutely scared shitless.
Because my week 4 is coming to a close, here is what baby's size is today, Poppyseed!