So much pee, so many sticks

I know this is crazy.

I'm not feeling really great about this pregnancy.

I feel like the lines SHOULD be getting darker.

I also feel like I'm being slightly irrational about it too. Like, who cares, "a line is a line" right?

Maybe.

I WANT to be really positive about this.

I sent a note to my doctor explaining the situation, I realized this morning that I'm RH - so I may need a Rogam shot if this doesn't work out. I'm not sure though, if you do need one for a chemical pregnancy. We'll see. Secretly I hope she is very positive about it and wants me to schedule an ultrasound in a couple of weeks.

We'll see.

I'm trying to be logical and wait until Friday to test again, at that point my period may have even come by then. Or maybe not. And maybe there will still be a line. Or maybe not.

Sigh. We'll just have to wait and see....