It has been a few weeks since I've posted.
The first week to two weeks after my epiphany of being "done" were great. I felt like a weight had lifted.
I had my onsite interview for the job that I REALLY wanted, which I totally rocked. I got over all of my doctor stupidness, no more TTC shit, etc. I started working out, boot camp style.
Everything was looking brighter.
Last Monday I royally fucked up both of my knees. Not sure what happened, but I have been in a lot of pain. Having trouble walking, the whole sha-bang.
Meanwhile, with the acquisition in full force, my days are numbered at my current job.
Yesterday I found out I didn't get the job. Absolutely beyond disappointing.
So, I have a doctor appointment on Friday to x-ray my knees and assess the situation. I had to quit my boot camp, which was majorly depressing because it was feeling great to be active again, and I was already losing weight and getting more toned.
It is funny how quickly things can spiral downhill. I was doing so well.
Oh well, time to start back from square one.
I'm sorry girl..... hang in there!!!!
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