Everything Has Changed

It has been almost a year since I last posted.

As the title suggests, everything has changed.

Everything.

......ok, not everything, but a few big things... ok, one big thing.

My last post was a recap of the prior 10+ months, it ended with a simple statement, pointing out the fact that I was pregnant again, pregnancy #4.

For my own memories I've decided to start from the beginning, and no, I'm not planning on writing one insane blog posts to rule all blog posts. I am going to split it up into however many I feel like. I'm guessing there will be many many many posts.

My last blog posts was written with the intention of continuing on like normal. However, as I will talk about in more detail later, I was not a happy camper from day 1 of pregnancy. I was on the edge of my seat for a very long time, dealing with depression, other major issues going on in life, overall it was a difficult time.

The one positive, is I actually have a baby to show for all of it.

After 5 years of dealing with infertility, miscarriages, fear, sadness, and uncertainty in most areas of my life, one puzzle piece was set into place.

My son, Greyson was born on October 2nd.